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Although driven by this loss, Chenault has also gained much in the past six years鈥攁 passion for running, a sense of accomplishment, and a novel academic project.

Chenault, AB 鈥�96, a professor of sociology at Salem State University, views her experiences through both a deeply personal and a curious, academic lens, examining how the running world intersects with gender and race by having conversations with black women she meets at races.

As for her original goal, Chenault is on pace to run race number 50 in 2020, four years ahead of schedule. Ohio Women caught up with her to hear her thoughts about the journey so far. Excerpts from her responses follow.

What inspired you to set this 50-before-50 goal for yourself?

What motivated me really was grief. In 2010, my mother lost her battle with cancer. There is no timeline on how to grieve, right? There鈥檚 no right way to grieve. And she always taught me to keep your spirit alive and you鈥檒l just be strong. Be this kind of strong black woman and just keep going. And so, for me, after her passing, I just kept going. I never allowed myself time to grieve or heal, which in hindsight now, it鈥檚 dysfunctional.

In 2013, a friend of mine asked me to be on her five-mile relay team. The day of the race, I鈥檓 like, 鈥淲hat the hell did I get myself into?鈥� But in that moment of doing it, I actually felt something, because I was so numb to the world after my mother had passed.

Tell us about your academic research.

I was curious as I would run races and run in my neighborhood that I didn鈥檛 see any other black women who looked like me. Or if I would go to a race, I would be one of a few. So, I was thinking, 鈥淲ell, I know black women do run, just, where are they?鈥� And so, my academic piece is to look at the racialization of this running space 鈥� really to understand those intersections of race and gender and running.

There is this perception of running being this white space. And, there is a general racialized stereotype that African Americans run.鈥� So, even though people may say, 鈥淲ell, it鈥檚 a compliment to think that all African Americans or black people are fast.鈥� Really, it鈥檚 a negative stereotype that has all kinds of negative implications because if the image is all black people are fast, then for the 42 million of us that really are not, we think that we don鈥檛 belong in these spaces and these places.

Have you experienced or discovered anything unexpected?

One thing that I wasn鈥檛 expecting is how my body has been racialized.鈥� I鈥檝e had people, 45 states in, make comments on my body while running.鈥� I鈥檝e had people make comments, or asking me, 鈥淥h, do you have Kenyan blood in you?鈥� I鈥檓 like, 鈥淣o, my blood鈥檚 from Ohio.鈥�

What has been your favorite race so far?

I don鈥檛 have children, so I always say it like, 鈥淭hey鈥檙e like kids, each one鈥檚 so unique and different.鈥� I would say my most memorable, most challenging race was when I ran the Harpers Ferry Half Marathon in Harpers Ferry, West Virginia, because of all those fricking hills.鈥� I will say this, the only time that there were two races or three races where I鈥檓 like, 鈥淚 have to do this race, it鈥檚 a must.鈥� It鈥檚 when I ran in Athens, which was my Ohio (race). I had to run at my alma mater.

What鈥檚 next?

I know I will keep running, but I鈥檓 kind of going through my own withdrawal realizing that I have to slow down.鈥� But what I learned on this journey is that I get pleasure in motivating other people. I always tell my running group that this is me and my crazy. But you know, whatever your goal is, I want to help support it. So, I really am starting to enjoy motivating and encouraging other people in their journeys.

Feature photograph by Cydney Scott, BSVC '98